I played a fiddle without knowing how to play,

Mocked with laughter,

I sneaked past the cat and got the cheese,

With No reward or Gratitude,

I needed your love,

And It was all for love,

It’s gotten my feet no where,

My eyes have wondered farther without permission,

I burned my finger tips for your happiness,

I cried for all those times I lost,

I smile at how a girl can be such a fool,

a fool like me,to just walk away without learning such a simple thing…

I wanted All of You,

But never can someone reach that high of a mountain,

I had to crawl to feed your need,

I had to beg for love,

now here I am, sitting where a girl in love should be,

by herself, to ponder away at the things left unmade,

I have slept these past few months,

Sleeping, hoping these lips will be kissed so i could wake again,

I crushed that apple of yours love,

My Eyes Opened with wisdom and insight that you once had,

I don’t need your shadow over mine,

All your love seem so hard to get before,

Now I see your jar has been empty since the first bird to fly by you,

There was never any for me to grab,

Maybe you believed it at one time or another, that it was possible..

Possible to love,

to hum, to sing, to play,

But you were just playing make believe…

You’ll have to sail the meanest river of all..

I’ve done my rowing,

Now All I have to do is chill at sea,

just chilling away,

I know where my life stands now,

Thank God I passed all that fog, I can finally see what’s in front of me now.