Who’s to say that I’ve been up too long, when they’re trying to push me down.

Hold it closer at night,

because it won’t be there when you wake up,

It isn’t there, it isn’t here..

I don’t mind the coming down,

But just a little bit of me…

I don’t mind the coming down,

But I hope I still  have something left of me..

Something to build and climb a mountain.

Looking all around, and it wasn’t there,

I’ve be screaming for nothing,

because it isn’t here or there.

I wish I was a farmer, so I could work with my hands,

Know those scars would be for striving,

but my hands are already handfuls of those scars.

I’m glad through it all, I’m still laughing, it’s a much better way to die.

I’m going to look for it all just one more time,

I miss you, but i’m still very glad…

I can make it alone, and that’s what’s sad.

With these deep brown eyes, i’ve been able to see clear through my windows,

For somebody who can drive such a pretty car,

I’ve seen the whole world, with a much better look than you do through those windows.

With these deep brown eyes, my friends who don’t lie, stick close to home.

They, me, and all of us know how to pass on by with no guilt or pride,

Sink, the bottom isn’t pretty

Because what all of you are trying to find, hides not in the darkness but what’s in the brightest.

I’m in love with just the feeling of love, reasons to why my heart can’t move on Is just this feeling is too …

lively, while some dont know a thing about living.

Babies, it’s going to get dark tonight,

All of you dressed up in those comfy clothes,

But I feel just alright with love on my sleeve and that moonlight on my black.

You can call me anything, but before you do, look you and who you are. Think that over deeply,

maybe you’ll cry.

I fought an army of my own battles these past 3 weeks, and tomorrow morning, i’ll still be able to remember the day before, the fights, the tears, the pain of betray, the embarrassment, even the flashbacks of you, him, her, all, and all.

and say goodbye to it all, what’s done is done,  and forgiven to all

I am going to start living my life with a whole brand new day, everyday.

Even when the clouds are over my head at times, pouring rain just makes me grow.